Purple love...

Purple flowers in the ground

sitting lonely without a sound

hoping that you would see the love

that was sent from angels above

my heart was open and given to you

then you chose to rip it in two

the flowers are still in the ground

and now a sigh is my only sound

you say we are still friends and that you love me

but when your with him how can this be

I am the purple and not the green

the willow has chose blue, in his eyes she see`s

my heart beats on for new love I have found

as I now plant different flowers in the ground

Timeless Love

I always thought we'd grow old together.
Facing each new day.
But now, in the tears that fall upon my face.
Your memory fades away.

We walked with our problems in silence.
Dawn falling into dusk.
Leafs collecting at our cold and tired feet.
Along with what grieved us.

In my bedroom, surrounded by empty walls.
I want to scream and shout.
My mouth opens, but the tortured words...
Just won't come out.

You! This man I began to love.
Got lost for a "Nothing".
Everything we'd built, destroyed.
Over one careless fling.

Used to think I was so lucky.
I had it all.
Nothing unknown is knowable, so depressed.
You just watched me fall.

My heart bleeds.
The snow becomes red.
How life has mocked you.
Were you ever here? memories gone, dead.

Your like salt on an open wound.
Reminding me you once were here.
Warm like the blood in my veins.
The love I had for you, so dear.

In my distorted, broken dreams.
So empty, yet real.
I'm floating through air.
I touch your face, hoping to feel.

This frozen silence belongs to you.
I'm all that you see.
I only want revenge.
Giving back what you gave to me.

Sorry I loved you so.
And you didn't feel the same.
When I think of what could have been.
What a waste! Such a shame!

Stone by stone, I'll re-build my life.
I'm stronger when hardest hit.
I know only to well.
This is the time I must never quit.

My conscious asks the question.
I long to hear.
Is the grass really greener on the other side?
My conscious asks the question.
I will always fear.

Calling YOU...

I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer
I don’t know where I stand
I don’t know what you want from me
Or if you care at all

Your words lash out and hurt
Then lovingly draw me in
I don’t know what you want from me
Do you want this to end

Don’t turn tables
Or place this on me
Just come out and tell me
What it is you want

I can’t read minds
I don’t know where I stand
Are you pushing me away
Or are you going to finally let me in

Love Hurts

You told me that you loved me

why did you leave me to cry in the cold

you swore this time was different

why does that line seem so old

You told me I was the only one

who could make you feel that way

you told me that you cared about me

so why didnt you stay

All the nights you laid with me

alone in the dark in my bed

now I finally realize

you were just messing with my head

Love is such a powerful word

a word people often misuse

something they take for granted

something they beat and abuse

My wounds run deep inside me

there's blood all over the place

I think I’ve really lost it this time

Im ashamed to show my face