Me the SELFISH self

Food in my stomach

Hard like cement

Guilt for consumption

Anger is pent

Anger towards things

So misunderstood

And the mistakes

More bad than good

Emotions uncontrollable

How can I change?

It’s all subconscious

In this cage

For with our decisions made

How else can I breathe?

Sorry if in my outburst

You decide to leave

I’d understand

I’d mourn and cry

I’d realize the amountOf times

I’ve said I

Seek Not My Heart

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?
Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?
Upon the meadows, touched with dew
,Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?
Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.
It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.I
t's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.
It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.
No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.

Miles apart...

Oh, it is sweet to know,

that somewhere across the miles,

far beyond the roaring sea, someone loves a guy like me.

Someone who feed my empty soul,

with bunch of hope and priceless joy.

Someone who freed my imprisoned heart,

from the bars of nightmares of my pasts.

A grateful heart yet speechless mouth,

only this poem can speak it out,

to give thanks that someone I knew,

who changed my world and that is YOU...

The committed soul

One mind, one heart, one thought...together alike.

Yet always the self, the self rules...two minds, two hearts, two thoughts...the self...two selves...in tandem, linkedmerged...understanding alike, different, together, apart.

We are individuals with separate feelingsand separate personalities, whose unqualified love for each other makes us join as one.

As we work to make each other become a strongerindividual, we can only become stronger together.

Our lives are enriched as we watch each other grow in God.

We come together to share our strengths, our weakness, our hopes, and our knowledge.

We come together to share our love, our lives,and our future.

We are always two, but we will always be one.

I love and respect all that you are.

I embrace all that is yours with all that I am.